The moment that pulled the trigger on my panic disorder was an intense trip on 2C-B (a research chemical similar to LSD). Life hack: if you have to snort the psychedelic, don’t.
Why do memories glow the way real moments don’t? I had dinner hours before bedtime. I turned off my PC … More
There are dishes covering every open inch of counterspace, filling the sink, stacked on the stove. Three full bags of trash are waiting to be taken out. The laundry lays crumpled in the basket from three days ago – it’s laundry day again. There’s garbage strewn about the floor. The cat’s bowl needs water. We’re out of towels. And I can hardly get out of bed.
How did it get like this?
I begun 2021 by having a lowkey mental breakdown. Yesterday was my first critique with my virtual writing group. My … More
CW: trauma, self harm, substance use I was meditating in the tub when I began to find myself drawn to … More
I generally exist more on the anxiety side of the unstable moods spectrum but recently I’ve been spending a bit … More
TW: self harm & substance use It’s the Tuesday before Thanksgiving. I’m at my in-law’s house, getting my mother ready … More
Life is what happens to us while we are making other plans. Allen Saunders I’ve backed myself into sort of … More
TW: I actually found *myself* triggered as I wrote about this topic which is partially why it’s late. This took … More
Last summer, I had the incredible blessing of being near home for the summer – to make it even better, … More