The moment that pulled the trigger on my panic disorder was an intense trip on 2C-B (a research chemical similar to LSD). Life hack: if you have to snort the psychedelic, don’t.
Category: anxiety
My journey through trauma
CW: trauma, self harm, substance use I was meditating in the tub when I began to find myself drawn to … More
The Evolution Of My Panic Attacks
TW: I actually found *myself* triggered as I wrote about this topic which is partially why it’s late. This took … More
Highly Sensitive Person Alert! HSP IS NOT BULLSHIT!!!
Last summer, I had the incredible blessing of being near home for the summer – to make it even better, … More
Mental Health and Medication
In the span of less than seven days, I started a new medication, lowkey lost my mind, stopped the medication, … More
Lloyd.
When I was 21, I tripped harder than I ever have in my life by snorting two hits of 2C-B. … More
Mental Health Progress is Not a Straight Line
The past week has been… a ride. It reminded me that recovery is far from linear, and things might set … More
The Dark Side of Marijuana (and other drugs I’ve tried)
When I was around 16, I started using the Holy Trinity of introductory drugs: alcohol, nicotine, and marijuana. In the … More
Six Months After My Silent Meditation Retreat
In February, I boarded a plane to Massachusetts and began a nearly week long silent retreat at the Insight Meditation … More
“I caved in” and other harmful phrases used by our internal dialogue
Recently, I started taking Lexapro again a little over a year after I stopped taking them. This time last year, … More
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